If only you let down that barrier and let me in.
Took away all the stubbornness and the doubt from within
If you knew I wouldn’t hurt you and would love you with everything I had,
Would you treat me differently?
Would you let our hearts beat in synchrony?
Would you accept the fate that was written or change the path for fear of being bitten?
For once in my life I gave you the epicentre of my heart,
The one space where love lived but was not easy to start,
I gave it away without hesitation, something different to me,
You touched a deeper soul, something resonated in me,
Like a melody slowly building, the energy constantly moving,
Time and space became spacetime and we joined as one,
Your breath became my breath, I embody your flesh,
I was mesmerised by a feeling, a rush, it was pleasant,
I’m awake, eyes wide open, what’s happening to me?
I can’t breath, I can’t live, I can’t think anymore – we’re intertwined, I’m alive, I’m ready for more,
I’m your prisoner, I’m captured, I’m down on my knees,
Then things changed but love remained and a doubt tickled our minds,
The kind that grew stronger and then made us visualise,
What love was meant to be, maybe we were blinded and could not see?
The feelings manifested, never rested and the blood in our veins gushed along,
We saw red and ripped away the insides one by one,
Then left the beating heart with nothing to fight for – it was done,
Time passed, heartbreak hurt and I realised what I had,
I get in touch and take back what I ever did or ever said,
But you don’t hear me, because the words are all in my head,
I say nothing, I’m crying and inside I feel dead,
I sit and I ponder and don’t understand why,
In a blink of a second, we no longer see eye to eye,
You might as well have put a gun to my head,
I can’t breath, I can’t live, my insides are dead,
The vibrant pumping soul that lit up this being is now dead,
How long before I can get you out of my head?